Honestly, my first impressions about
teachers are : “Whoa, being a teacher is so fun. They can manage their
students, do whatever they wanna do to them, and of course, they’re respected
by their students.” I think because they have mastered their subjects for
years, the teachers had no trouble teaching their students. Moreover, I believe
teaching is easy. As if you flipped the palm of your hands. Frankly speaking, I
was quite jealous of them, you know. I always dreamed such an easy job like
that. But in the end, it turns out that I don’t want to be a teacher. Why?
Listen to the story I’m about to tell you guys.
Once upon a time, in a far far
away galaxy... Okay, that’s not good enough. So let’s do it from the top.
In the beginning of the second
semester, Mrs. Agnes gave us a task to become a teacher for a day. She asked us
to work in pairs and gave us about 25-40 minutes to teach in the class. You
know what kind of lesson we were supposed to teach? History lesson! Ain’t that
awesome? This time, I took my chances with Christwara. It looks like he will be
fit for the job because we both like History and we decided to take topics that
we both like, American Civil War.
Days later, our preparation was done
and the teacher has announced that our turn would be coming. I have made the
presentation as interesting and as fun as possible, and I felt ready for
anything at that time. At least for the presentation. Everything is done
beautifully and perfectly. And so I said to myself "I'm qualified to be a
teacher". Looking back now, I think it's too early for me to say that.
That day was Wednesday. We have
40 minutes to explain what we have prepared for about a week. I was enjoy
teaching our material, but in the other side, I feel so messed up. Nobody care,
nobody’s watching our lesson. They slept, they talked about the other problem.
I think it’s no use I keep on explaining, but I decided to carry on explaining.
They see me as another friend, not as a teacher. Moreover, I couldn’t punish them
because I have no authority on it. I thought that time was a good deal for us to
show off our ability to teach someone. Thus, we can’t do everything as planned.
In the end, I think we're halfway
successful. We made a exciting presentation but we flunk on crowd controlling.
What is hard for being a teacher is to control your students, making them
interested of you. Honestly, I never thought that being a teacher to be such
difficult. All of this experiences made me change my mind a lot, a little bit
tough, of being a teacher.
I'm sure you're yawning to read
this freakingly long post. So I'll end it here. I hope that this changed your
mind about teachers in all of aspect. Thank you !
i think you are a good teacher, but in this blog, your article's size is too small, so please fix it :)))
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